Are you still there?
In the quiet of my heart I write to you
In spite of all the stupid things I do
Would you let me know that you’re still here with me?
You’re so much more than just a memory
I just needed some time
To run away with you
I just needed someone
To feel what I’ve been going through
All the time I’ve wasted looking for myself
All I have’s been given to somebody else
I don’t know how long that it’s been since I just went back to the start
The only thing I’m sure of is you still have my heart
It’s so easy to fake
For all the things I wish I’d left behind
In the subtleness of all the times I’ve lied
Would you let me have a part of who you are?
I’ve wandered on the road but not that far
I just needed something
To wake me up and then
I give a moment’s worth of everything
Until I start stumbling again
All the time I’ve wasted looking for myself
All I have’s been given to somebody else
I don’t know how long that it’s been since I just went back to the start
The only thing I’m sure of is you still have my heart
I’m so sorry for everything
I don’t know why you talk to me
I want you to know that I still love you
Why do you love me unconditionally?
And I’m so desperate
If I’ve ever needed you more it’s now
I try to run but I just don’t know how
I’m begging you as I’ve dropped to my knees
Would you help me end this circle running please?
I don’t know how long that it’s been since I just went back to the start
The only thing I’m sure of is that you still have my heart